In passing, we all see & interpret things differently. Passing can be easy, hard, happy or sad. It can mean the beginning of something great, or it can mark the end of something just as magnificent & with out fail for every ending there will be a new beginning. Whether we feel ready for the ending or new beginning, the changes come & many times we have no choice as to the timing or speed.
Life is always like this. Today, I have to begin to prepare for passing one of the greatest men I have ever had the opportunity to know. Although I know that his soul is safe & will find the comfort of life beyond this existential one, I find little comfort in that fact knowing that I will not get to have this wonderful man in my life any longer. I am saddened by the fact that if I do have a family in the future they will not get the chance to meet him. I am saddened at the thought of not getting to listen to his many stories laden with wisdom & experience in life & success far beyond my years.
So, today I prepare to let go of the physical relationship we had in this world. At the same time, I also have to prepare to hold onto & celebrate the time & relationship we always have in my heart & soul. As I have had to do all to many times for my young age, on this worldly & physical level, I have to again let go of someone I LOVE dearly. I will always LOVE you grandpa & hold the many lessons & LOVE that you have showed me close to my heart & soul. Through me you will live no matter what happens & on the pages life you will always live on. Peace, LOVE, & Happiness to all that read this & cherish what you have!!!
Bless You!
Thomas
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that was beautifull and i understand where you are comming from. you are such a wonderfull writer. every time i read your blogs they make me cry. they prob. arnt ment to make me cry but i can relate so much to what you have to say. thank you.
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