Lovely Meaning

Life is filled with lovely meaning in the many things we do & can experience. I recently learned that my ex-wife had re-married & had done so with the person she cheated on me with. The same person that stood beside me at my wedding to her posing as a best friend. I have yet to meet anyone who thinks that this is right. Everyone has been awe struck with the speed of this happening in under a year from the date when we were officially split.

People were also upset with the fact that the date chosen was the day after my birthday, maybe because they know how strongly I feel about birthdays. I believe that they are the one true holiday in life we should ensure that we fully celebrate. I had to look inside myself to decide how I really felt. I have to say I felt a mix of emotions relative to this all, because I cannot say that I agree with things because I truly LOVED her with all my heart & believe that things could have been handled in a much better way.

I was willing to work on things & make them right, because I am sure that I made the right decision. She asked me on several occasions how I knew that she was the one. I knew because my GOD put it in my heart. When I split from my previous long-term partner that I had been with since high school, I made a pact with GOD that I would give him control to lead the right woman to me. She was led to me & things grew from there. I fell in LOVE with her, her family, & friends. The day she said her heart had gone cold for me & she wasn't sure if she could ever get it back my heart stopped.

I knew that I had to let her go & that if it was GOD's will for her to be in my life she would be back. So, all of this news did not come to my ears without emotion but it also did not come with anger as it did for others. This is one confirmation for me that I did LOVE her, because I still want her to be happy. We once had the discussion about being with another if one of us died at a young age & at first I had said that I would not want her to be with anyone else. After more thought though, I came to the decision that if it made her happy I would be okay with it because I LOVED her & want her to be happy. In essence, I did die to her & I still want her to be happy.

There are all together too many people in the world that are looking to take advantage of one another & I chose to be the difference I want to see. Life is too short for me to harbor anger & allow negative things take the energy I could use to do good & pass along the LOVE I have in my heart. So, I chose to rise above the norm & be happy that she is happy. Is there a situation or relationship you are letting take your energy, your "Ness?" If so, maybe you could begin to entertain the idea of letting go, forgiving, & freeing yourself to achieve all that you can. Peace, LOVE, & Happiness to you all!!!

Bless You!
Thomas